my future

i've been thinking alot about my future. things i wanna do, and things that i have to do to achieve it. i've been searching, and for once i found the thing that i wanna do, and i'm trying to put my energy in it.

the thing is, i can't really put any direct effort to achieve it. it's not something that i can reach for now. i have no idea where to put my effort. the least i know is it needs a degree. so there's where i am putting my energy into. i wanna achieve my dream, for once.

i don't wanna go green eyed whenever i see people achieve what they want. i don't wanna be envy when people get what they want. i am going to be one of those who will reach out, and grab a handful of stars.

it's never too late to start. my qualification is slightly inadequate, and i'm going to improve on it. no more playing, no more fooling around. this i can do.

but as for soft skills, i am unsure how to start. i'm doing my best with being a lil bit friendlier, and try to lighten up as much as possible. i don't want this big thing to slip out of my hand just like that. there is alot of room for improvement, and i need to improve.

i don't want to depend on people for comfort nor support. this road, i have to travel myself. i have my own feet to stand on, and i have my own shoulders to carry the responsibility. from now on, i have a dream. i have an ambition. and i want to work towards it.